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What enthralled me was that, i was helpless at this point. Seeing my close friend crying over a spilled milk, countless guys had told her that they wanted to marry her in the near future. It didn't happened , their pillar tumbled down. Are there people who in the entire universe say things that they really mean it? I couldn't help her much, because i've always learned to intensify my hatred and move on. Nothing much to do, really. Is there really such a thing called true love? Would you want to be with that person for eternity? Would love be as outstanding as every other precious jewelleries and desired items to overcome boundaries and barriers? It may be possible but it won't last forever.

This is why my relationships never last for more than 2months or so, or even. I dont like to be in a relationship because i knew one day, my heart will be shattered.


P.S , We're still young, we can envisage our life partners who have will love us truely, boundaries and barriers will be broken. People will be fighting for happiness, it's not whether if we can do it without effort, it is possible with tremendous effort and i hope you will find your right guy one day.

It's time for me to take a nap. I guessed, my maturity level is still at infancy. Well but maybe time will prove me wrong that I'm actually growing and taking things more seriously.
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Aug. 30th, 2008

  • 2:21 AM
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Bye bye Snakebites, byebye nose piercing, byebye tongue piercing, byebye naval piercing, bye bye middle labret and byebye nape piercing..
Hello eye brow and monroe WOOO.
But septum obviously remains -.-

Cheers :D


Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. Oh? We decided to look like we're 20+ ? Tell us if we make it BECAUSE
The THREE OF US BESTFRIEND
Were able to go drink alcohol

Oh yeah, I think Xavier and Zack totally forgotten about me and they're having their holidays now ! I WANT POLY LIFE.
PSHHHH HATE THEM, they ask me to study -.- and i told them hellll nawwww. LOL Talked to them like real late kekekekekez.
And they better bring me to one of the pub in boat quay again. Wanted to club after we drank till our heart contents, but we didn't hahaha.
BECAUSEEEE BABEH, who doesnt love BAYBEATS OH DARLING. But after a thorough contemplation, these three days will be my last day listening to rock music.
Photos
This time im so gonna resizeeee, in your dreams. Hahahahaha. Dont get pissed off people, im really super lazy to resize, maintain ! LOL Sorraye. hahahaha.













To my dearest best friends, Tiffany,Cherilynn and Daphane, we better hope this relationship between us will become stronger than our own family bonds, but family comes first obviously :) Hokayyy, self contradictory. Tonight was a great and lovely day, after BAYBEATS, we actually realised something. We know what each other wants individually :) The night we spent, was awesome, walking around clark quay, looking at the vast sky, dancing together to slow ballads. That, i will never forget, but one thing we're going through. We're getting OLD because we're so much into oldies not ROCK,METAL,SCREAMO anymore.  We cant remain as teenagers forever, we do know everyone changes. But i do know the three of us, will be best friends until death do us part. [Actually THERES AN EXTRA, CHERILYNN LAH, but its okay. HAHAHAHAHAHA, who said a best friend to have to be a one person and not two. We can have many. :) But too much is not advisable -.- gawd. And i dont think i will be a businessman GAWD, i may freaking rebel but my ambhition is to be a teacher, Don't be astounded by me because it isnt surprising, there are lecturers in NUS who have piercings. My previous english tuition teacher has an eyebrow piercing and a tattoo. HA.  Not surprising-.= 

Sorry to my beloved one, i promised you that i will call you today, but it's like 2:45AM, you've probably slept already so i didnt want to disturb your sleep. Have a good night sleep and i sent you a message, hope you wont get mad at me -.=. I know you wouldnt want me to go out and come back late, it's very thoughtful of you and nice, i appreciate all the things you've done for me, you care for me, you reprimanded me because you're concern for me. I do understand that  , I'm 16 already-.- i know what to do. When mom asked you where was i, you told her where i went but i didnt blame you o.o (ACTUALLY, I was ughhh abit angry ^^ But i love you ^^) because i know you cant lie. Thats the one thing i love about you ^^
Everything about you is totally awesome, A-W-E-S-O-M-E. :) I'm so crazy about you now that i dont even want to let go of you when you want me to let go of you. I'm putting a full stop here, night :).




HMMMMM IM THINKING ABOUT SNEAKING OUT AGAIN NEXT WEEK AFTER EVERYONE'S ASLEEP ^^ Lalalalala. Wooooooo :O  Oh right. Next week, the antangonists will be back in Singapore -.= No more night life.

Aug. 20th, 2008

  • 7:07 PM
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Aug. 19th, 2008

  • 7:59 PM
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OMFGGGGGG I DONT WANT TO BE ON TVVVVVVV. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG 
Cherilynn, let's go to mediacorp studio and burn the tape, my answers were UGHHHHH .

They came towards us, interviewed us.

Lady: Hi, are the both of you dating ?!
Me and Cherilynn: No, we're best friends ! She's dating but not me
Lady: Okay, so can i ask you a question? What do you think of encouraging more singles to get married? Do you know the government is coming out with some new module to get students to date each other
Me: That's the wierdest thing i've ever heard !
Cherilynn: Sounds cool lah
Lady: So does your parents support you when you're having a relationship when you're still a student.
Me: Yes my parents does, they do if i know how to manage my time well. They dont mind, and dating doesnt affect my studies.
Cherilynn: My parents dont allow until im older but i still date behind their back ! 
Lady: Ok , so do you think the theory is true , that getting married when you're old is the best solution.
Malcolm: The younger the better because the bond will get stronger but i dont know why the older the better probably because of the commitments they have to contribute.
Cherilynn: I think getting married when you're younger is better.
Lady: Whats the criteria of your life partner?
Malcolm: I dont know , no expectations !
Cherilynn: My boyfriend must provide me and support me whatever decisions i make. :)
Lady: Thank you for your time !

AHHHHHHHHH, DONT PUT THIS ON TVVVVV I BEG YOU. Ok, went to the beach and cam-whore with Cherilynn after that ! Once again, 60 pictures, we choosed 1. Wooooo, AND GUESS WHAT ? There were NS guys flirting with me darn funny ! This muscular guy with tattoo was like running and the flexing ! LAWLS I STARTED LAUGHING. He was like "Hey sexaye, (flexing muscles and running), you want a piece of me?"  , OK THATS DARN GAY, LAWLS. 

P.S Mediacorp , if you're reading this. [censored] burn the tape ! THANK YOU, I LOOK UGHHH . . . . forget it. Wasn't prepared at all !

I'm thinking about closing my septum hole as well, it's been like 1year + , and its getting ughhh, common. I dont like following trends because i love to set trends.

Aug. 17th, 2008

  • 2:27 PM
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Omg. I did something funny today , and it just so happened that i forgotten to delete my xtube account. UGHHHHHH . I find it ugh, many white guys are like hitting on me, adding me on msn, if i knew that i shouldnt have put a photo of myself (Its not a naked photo btw) LOL
For the past 4 days i had to delete like more than 20 people on msn LOL. THIS IS LIKE MY BEST WEEK IM HAVING. But i dont go to that chatroom or use xtube anymore -.- ANYWAY EWWWWWW MORE THAN DONT KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE PRAISE THAT 
IM CUTE AND I FIND IT GROSSSS. I hate phedophiles, but i like married men, wierd.

Theres a reason why i smear, its because they're email adds not names like hello, identities will be kept confidential DUH. -.-
Credits GOES TO LI HUI FOR TELLING ME HOW TO TAKE SCREEN SHOTS HAHAHAHA. Li hui you're the best HAHAHAHA
OMG GOOD THING I DIDNT GIVE HIM MY LIVEJOURNAL LINK like duh. :D HAHAHHAHA
OMG, i bet im gonna have like alot of people looking at my entries LAWLS. Well, better make that happened-.-

Credits : Li Hui for telling me how to screen shot
Credits: Cherilynn ughhhh, for doing nothing -.- 
Credits: to some eww i dont think i want to give this pedophile any credits for doing nothing, YOU GUYS CAN ADD HIM IF YOU WANT( thats why i didnt smear his msn add ;) )

Look at how gay his laughter ewww.  
I dont need a man but a married man. Mmmmmmmm, sounds wrong. Oh well.
 

 

Jul. 30th, 2008

  • 10:27 PM
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Lawls, didnt went to watch drama with Ziwei and Shakyna and went parkway hahahahaha, we skipped. Went to parkway for awhile and then both of them had to go home, Met up with Tiffany at parkway and i got too bored and irritate people at borders. I dont really care what people think about me somehow, oh right . Conversely, being your friend is too much of a hindrance. Well, im not gonna talk about anyone until fucking exams are over.

TIFFANY  ! AFTER MY FUCKING O LEVELS ARE DONE , LETS 
GO CLUBBBBBINGGGGGGG. Im done. Goodnight peeps.

Edit:  Ziwei, thank you for the anti-septic cream ! I appreciate it ! 


Humans reading this entry, come back another day because this livejournal will be in a semi-retirement mode. The owner of this livejournal has his own personal livejournal and definitely it's only for my eyes to see. Come back after november 16 :D Goodbye, and that will be like in 3months time OMGAWDDDD  D:. Thats like a long long time. And Tiffany, dont blame me when i dont go online , its because i have to use this period of time wisely, sorry if i cant turn up for that retard's party BUT I will definitely turn up for your birthday party :D 

24 november right? Im still able to remember duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Byeeeeee.  
Peeps, dont worry, because im not hibernating,

 

Jul. 28th, 2008

  • 9:32 PM
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YAY , I BEAT ELAIN AND LI HUI IN E MATHS. 50/80 . but then could have fare much better, i didnt even study at all for e maths ! Anyway i completed studying history , confident about the test tomorrow. BYE :D

Jul. 26th, 2008

  • 7:07 PM
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SCREEEEEEEEAAAAM OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG Asked Dad to buy me sony ericson c902 AND HE DID. I'm such a spoilt brat , whatever i want, my parents buy them for me :D. WEEEEEEEE. But i think i should return them the favour.
Should i ask them to buy me a new camera? =X My canon 400d is just being displayed in my room -___-, never even use it unless i go shopping LAWLS. Oh maybe, they should also get me a new fendi wallet and cuffs. Anyway Mom bought me a candy floss machine and a pop corn machine hehehehehe. My room is turning into a tea party house instead of a studying room -.- and of course they changed my bed into a water bed ROFL. And it's not comfortable sleeping on it . BYEEEE PEOPLE :D Inviting people to come to my house hehehehehe, HUGE MAKE OVER :D oh yeah, I GOT A NEWWWW MIRRROR *SCREAAAAAAAAAAAMS* , A BIG ONE WOOOOO, I dont have to sit down and hold my mirror anymore luh SO TROUBLESOME ZZZZZ.

I locked myself in my own room without any company. I wonder if we were too naive doing those stuffs, in the end, im the one getting hurt.

I never knew i could hurt like this and everyday life rolls on i wish i could talk to you for awhile, miss you but i try not to cry, as time goes by.

 

Jun. 28th, 2008

  • 11:37 PM
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maallccoollmm says:

really?

mmaallccoollmm says:

I richer tn her

mmaallccoollmm says:

tell her tt

Andrea <3 Wx says:

LOL

CHERILYNN.K R.I.P180408 SICK says:

spoiklt brat

D a p h a n e (: says:

CHERILYNN.K R.I.P180408 SICK says:

spoil*

Andrea <3 Wx says:

what. go school carry gucci bag ah

mmaallccoollmm says:

I can call bush washington down to singapoe LOL

D a p h a n e (: says:

fake gucci

D a p h a n e (: says:

mmaallccoollmm says:

LOL

Andrea <3 Wx says:

LOL

mmaallccoollmm says:

I WEAR FENDI BRACELETS LEH

Andrea <3 Wx says:

or she use prada?

D a p h a n e (: says:

she g0 pasar malam buy one i bet

Andrea <3 Wx says:

i meant frada

Andrea <3 Wx says:

LOL

CHERILYNN.K R.I.P180408 SICK says:

hello mine is real one

D a p h a n e (: says:

10 dollars 10 dollars !

CHERILYNN.K R.I.P180408 SICK says:

even i poorer than her

D a p h a n e (: says:

i know

D a p h a n e (: says:

mmaallccoollmm says:

5 vs 1 . we all win, LOL STUPID BITCH

Andrea <3 Wx says:

i bet she lied la

Jun. 15th, 2008

  • 5:45 AM
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 Mmmmm, cam-whored with my camera. AWESOME.  Welcome to my not so awesome room -.-




I DONT WEAR LIP GLOSS OKAY. Daphane says my lips are nice =).....but someone pissed me off because this bastard said i have a HUGE MOUTH MEANT FOR BLOWING PEOPLE, oh well, Maybe i do that too :O WHO KNOWS



My nose stud isn't obvious to the naked eye -.- i think. It's just a blue glittering dot there, ohhhhh shiny. My septum ring  isn't visible hahaha, it's in the nose. ugh, thinking about taking it out lmao and letting it close.




Hello, meet Suzuki-san !  Tiffany and Cherilynn bought this bear for me for my 16 th birthday -.-.... im still.... WHATEVER XD, I still have my Pikachu  in my cabinet with my bugs bunny. Lalalala.

Ok for now. Good bye people, im going to post like once in awhile or maybe :O MAYBE ughh, whatever. I wont leave this livejournal dead btw. N N